She turned 30 this year!
An age when as the old tools used to say:
Thirty year old son still xoan
Thirty year old girl attempted old!
And of course her family worry ngoang up. They urged her to get married, they prepared, they advise and refurbished for her initiative. They pimping, and forced her to go meet this person who bottles.
She was not very fond of! The work is the first untouched busy! She had no time to think for themselves. But she also did so deliberately. Her life is work, work and work. The work is passion, happiness and the purpose of her life. The work gave her all: money, status and fame. Get involved in health and the effort to work, and her work has been rewarded.
The work is! For nearly ten years, study and work helped her stand, she was happy to help. Sometimes it just helps her survive!
She has been in love! Each passionate love! Every longing, longing to burning his feelings for her. Sincere emotional response, her passionate indifference, irresponsibility and his ungrateful.
Well, at him, at her, at both ways! At her that, in her poor too poor to abject. In the bag only five thousand dollars that dare to go on a date with him. And perhaps in his heart there was a disregard for her at her first appointment. Rich people important life often impoverished but contempt! She was just as her students countryside, poor with empty hands. Each month, her mother would just barely cost money for food, books and tuition. So, in addition to her account, she did not have any money, but shopping, birthday or wedding where friends hang all. She also sad! She also wants to have peace in the fun of youth rather endless. But the weary look in her eyes, that she could not spend a penny if it is not to meet her basic needs.
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Poverty or go with illness, and she too. She did not escape the vicious circle of his fate. Each week she had to take medication once a hospital. The doctor always respected her introduction of new drugs and the best for her illness. But she often bored clam, sighed and compaction frustration at heart. She just grinned and offered to buy the cheapest drugs and applying the physical therapy exercises for self-training home. Sometimes her life as thousands of very thin. Doctors warned her that she could go gently in a sleep! She used her to think tonight may be the last night she was sleeping on the bed loved this.
In her heart suddenly aroused a longing, longing to love and be loved! The year before, she was always teaching himself the need to focus on learning. Only new school helping her escape poverty. Only her new learning power. But now she was longing for a kiss! Well that kiss it tastes what? She once read many descriptions of it on the site or romance novels. The touching love story. She thought she would find out his sons to the earliest.
And she met him! He appeared before her as a young prince. She was surprised that he is so young and handsome. Unlike introductions via Email: bad people .... He was handsome and attractive in style but she wished. She wished a strong guy, bravery and determination .... She had never believed in love at first sight! But she knew she was in love with him right from the first through the door. In her heart itself also know there's something in his eyes did not belong to her, but she kept flickering in and out of the sweet words and a smile on his lips. He handsome indeed.
Maybe he was in love with the appeal ahead of a pristine girl has never known love. A primeval forest is waiting for you to discover.
She loved him amorously, love with her the moment is magic medicine to help her forget about illness, forget about poverty ...
But it does not enchant people! Met twice, he flew to a distant country to make money. Her love just flows through Yahoo chat message and email! Initially it becomes heated, but then it gradually longing cold and gone in his place nothingness. ... ..
Scenes in a nearly ten year round. She has not received the love of someone. Not because she still loved him that much. But when I think about love, she thought of him. Whom she used to pray this lifelong love only him alone. Think about the pain that he inflicted on her. She did not live with his love tron which is groaning in love with him! She avoided the love of the boys. The sweet, kind of them would be ungrateful accidentally, even evil wreak shortly thereafter when she refused. It must stop! She had loved him so much, complete with you so that he had discarded her like throwing away a toy with his worthless. More than once she self footsteps toward death, and more than once she had to live, to exist for their loved ones. Man she's not just her own? She was born from her parents. Food, drinks, clothing her by her mother that struggled hard. Her knowledge, her personality respected by the teachers cultivate day. They even spent entirely devoted a lifetime occupation for her education. She made them disappointed. But she has no right to make them helpless. So she tries to survive in this world. He mistreated her real heaven when the doctor had to revive her but to physically destroy him her soul.
She had to do it again, every day she tries, moving a step forward. She spent the entirety of time and effort for love and got on key integrity bitterness, but a girl than we can get on. So, she willingly devote time and effort to study and work. She believes that the work will not betray her. Black love, red that now!
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Showing his thought, the car park turns into a popular restaurant on the romantic West Lake. Her sister had arranged a date with a friend and her aunt agencies. She was not excited, but despite every tutted and for all. Back from a date with this unlikely, she will not be home again pressed the love affair. Also good, a picnic, sightseeing after all. Think so when you walk off the bus. She took stress concentration slip chest cool air, fresh from Westlake raced. A scent faintly floral lotus ngan made her very excited. She was a follower surface aunt and mother, a drop side admire the trees, and the water ripples. She found it agreeable for this opportunity to invite one meal mother role.
Then she pulled the mother and daughter in a corner of the shop, where two people sat waiting. They greeted each other heartily, she was fascinated by the woman looked pedestal rear and wealthy aunt's friend. When she politely greet her, she looked very happy. But not how to be happy. She is now a beautiful female directors, talent and success. A phenomenon in the business world that she participated. The amount of property that she owns in the area of life of many people. When she introduced her to people still eye O, O word of mouth is an overseas Vietnamese, a successful entrepreneur in Europe has decided to move to live permanently in Vietnam, she was stunned because people it was British!
Her brother once, now he imposing, majestic and seems very rich. It must stop, he got rid of love, soul destroying a girl to get things changed that! Do not know too confident or not but that she read in his eyes is not happy. But in spite of him, he was full of yesterday, the past is very distressing for her. And she alertness and bravery enough to know yesterday just yesterday alone. Keep a natural and elegant she greeted him according etiquette allowed his gut made her very happy. She, aunt, and mother talk to straw on earth into two logs with icy hearts. The tacit agreement of the two is considered not know. So the two families tell each other just how much things neat, nice, and the achievements of both that they are just about the defense. Success or failure story is only a story of two children.
Beautiful waitress brought menus to. He politely told her carte. She gently lifted the sleek black long hair neatly behind let the wind blowing west lake and pick a few dishes I enjoyed. He was quite surprised with her new taste. He also was surprised and admiration for her success before. When people started to eat. She innocently casual dining. Where as this was a first meeting between the two men stressful anymore. He then kept both ecstasy before the beauty of the gentle medium noble woman in her mature. The superior level they were very satisfied. Then they busy making excuses and go ahead to the two sat across from each other, facing the past. Facing the windswept west lake. The atmosphere is very similar to the air for the first time where two people dating. At that time she was very young and stupid Nazi. ... ..
Both quietly eating, she kept calm nature. And he did not have the opportunity to suggest what happened. That the lives of the two years were two families said it already. And that says nothing about anyway. She said he wanted to go to the toilet and gently round the checkout, paying part of your family meals. Then calmly returned to the table to drink juice. He sought her become more and try to be cordial. Beep beep ... She said she'd call the taxi arrived. She goodbye politely and then stand up bag. He quickly paid part and said painting takes her car to go home. When she closed the Taxi they found him ourselves before checkout. He understood what she wanted to tell the story of two kids on. But he still drove her car runs like an inertia.
Still this man, once she was his longing for a word of concern, a care that much. But today so gently with her heart. On the road with mixed flow of people up and down the other. Her slightly airy feel so lost. Something is longing, is raking in her tear. Suddenly her tears flowed. She cried for a day yesterday she had not been crying more to stand up. To not go blind from crying too much. She cried because of the prospect of sitting taxis are also very similar in the past. When you return home, she began driving to him, since he last a long flight. And instead do what as promised. He did her disappointment. That night she stayed up all night, she felt in the bottom of his heart there is something being dissolved into small pieces. And her heart ached as if shattered. ... ..
Work with its heavy responsibility had pulled her out of the dark day. She wipes the tears dry and seemed to regain confidence, young, pretty routine. Phone bell rang from time. Three missed calls. Some stranger, she knew he! Gently turn it off, she told herself with her heart: Sorry! He just yesterday! His messages. She reluctantly opened read: I'm sorry, I was not starting me !? She sighed, left him a message: If you say exactly how many times you say it with me, I'll come see you! She said while reading the message that he understands that he has become tasteless in her eyes. His feelings are real or fake though they also have a common answer is silly fields and abandoned her, as she was deeply hurt only.
She knew he was crying, she said he was very remorseful, she said perhaps his heart is still in love with her. But she also knew of two children ended long ago. Goodbye him. Wish you happy on the way they have finished!
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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