It suddenly startled, because of its much smaller you have a boyfriend and am keen to explore this new world. They confide and brushed it aside because it ... kids too! It finds himself lost among you, how is it decided there who love to have fun!
It is true that too stupid Nazi, now it regret it, because then it starts eyes closed eyes open with the boys surrounded it. It clam bored sigh. Sit him a disability, you are flirting with the kids at the same time, it seems also determined to have a boyfriend. He then had too many girls crush, becoming his girlfriend is synonymous with rival will be a lot of people in the class, it does not want that to happen.
There are fairly well but his love of his fragile back like the wind. Think is love for fun, love to have someone to love alone but that it will only want to ask for a person to end his life or at least until it's going to marry someone else. So of course it was quite cautious and conservative now. Looks like no one understood it all, no one listened to it say. It just deny all this to his other brother. And it became the song - gơn haughty. It decided to accept the guy next love speak love it. What wrong decisions made it pay with a lifetime youth. And in a casually chit chat on the network to improve communication. It met you! Original Hanoi guy. Britain than it was 8 years old. And experience about life, love story. So it is, she's 21 years old innocent never once stepped in love easily be collapsed by the rhetoric, the moves romantic flirting game. It has become his girlfriend! First love and deeply spiritual. It is determined to love you for the rest of his life. So the slightest error, his error is easy to get it missed. It loved him sincere, loving and full of fools. Over time loved him, it like a shadow, like a lie with him pulling the strings. . Because he, it turns stepped over the boundaries of the rules of this lifestyle to the other routine good life. And then it was corrupt. It no longer is it any more. Its love sublimate themselves under the wind clouds his promise and smashed it into the heart, heart pain it writhe when he lied, deceived it. Every day it was laid as this in love with him. It gradually lost control and dependent on the words and actions, his job. It officially became the son of his lies! Its sentiments he kept joking kidding! Because in his eyes, it was just a stupid little country girl does not deserve the honor after all. And it, it's like being drunk beast attacks. He kept working on him as ephemera. How many times it face up at the sky laughed bitterly when I think it's like little birds in freedom in the sky but still trying to work to the Rose thorns. When injured, the take-up of individual language setting. But as the wound heals, the birds that use their best workers back to the Rose thorns, so that the vulnerable. It is also yet! He promises to love it, and then he betrayed, abandoned and rejected it. When it out attacks writhing pain, try trudged along the way and make a plan for tomorrow. He returned, again speaking words of love and sorry it. It plans to launch hê for tomorrow without him. It promises to drift his marquetry. And it was he abandoned!
When it put full faith and love on him, and when he spurned it completely what most bitter that a guy can do with a girl. Love and tolerance of it for big brother to where the hurt and the pain he felt for it big they were. But like people are sunk in coma, like people were taking drugs to women. It's no way to escape the irony that affair.
Speech is in love for six-seven years that the number of times I met him and incomplete count of one hand fingers. Which met once only briefly, once met and ending in quarrels. Rest of it and his love through Yahoo primarily, via the Email.
He loves you so much, love me for the confusion, and loss of self-control ourselves. When glad it or called an boyfriends it speak in his name. Once inside it's sad just thinking about him. He is the whole world in his soul. He always dreamed of the day he would return home, and it will stand forever as he had repeatedly promised. But he promised just promised it. He did not even remember what was promised and told it. It was sad but still love him with all your heart. It's too weak to walk through her affair with him. When are you leaving how many times he thought about death, how many times he cried to tears also beating adhesive glue on the corners of the eyes. And many times it suddenly shuddered, knowing it could go blind from crying too much. And it attempts to stand up to go forward. And do you remember saying it, to say love it, to say would return, it'll be there forever. And it believes him to love me. Re waiting for him unconditionally. Now, it does not remember it when my side laughing, happy with him somewhere. In it, you just memories of fragments, just pain.
He hurt the public you in it when his girlfriend flirting. You it suddenly turns into the enemy and become its enemies. She was shocked to hear that. When I too love and trust in someone, that person easily makes us deeply hurt. That time it was excruciatingly painful, piercing the hearts and livers. Then he was sorry it, say love it. It's like people who are drowning to be piles of socks, he rushed to accept the apology. Because it was afraid he changed his mind. Because it knows it still loves him. And because it wanted to demonstrate to the other girl that: He is in it and no one can rob you of it. Although it is still very painful in my heart, even though it is still anger. Because I have applied it to spare him, do not flirt with him again, because with her I feel happy.
It does not dare to make friends with anyone. With it all around the world are ready to take up arms against it. Tears are his closest friends at the time. Because it is always flowing tears when he was alone, the night, upon waking, or even at times had little difficulty to regurgitate it for its cleansing. It did not spare any worse that it knows to tell that girl. In her eyes it was the bad girl, philandering, ask a guy what time instant. It was the best possible treatment for the girl and did not think the girl approached him only to take his brother. It was very painful and bitter as she claimed Aaron Green: supposed to see you than her sister but also like him, she has to give up right away? ... But now? It felt so bad, in class it was the girl set a trap, a show harm. In its eyes new friends who took advantage of you go rob the love of the girl! She always proved pitiful sight and weak people against its counter attacks. It hurts to take heart liver. At home it faced loneliness and illness tormented. It is miserable in this life ....
He once claimed innocent lives with a German girl to solve physiological thing. But I still love it! It's no more tears to weep for the jilted and his brazen anymore. With it there is an end to a love affair. Covered in love with him, he has received nothing but pain and misery error to the extreme? ....
Now, when it thought of him as an infinite space. It has really forgotten him already. It really does not love you anymore. Between it and he had a river separates the day it planned ceremony of the university. He had phoned him to meet people like me still love each other despite several years and the two lost contact. It said he was sad carpet, but that it is man's heart, soul and mind, is not a character of his own entertainment, but when he did you call it mourning? And whether it is formal with him in his mother's funeral? Hardly that, for him, it was an embarrassing error can not share. He was originally Hanoi residents, she can not love the countryside as it is ignorant. His family very noble body !! It's cold rejection, because today is almost the last day it goodbye to her friends accompany it are happy, sad, hungry, suffering in the years students graduate five years. If you put the two sides on a table balanced, naturally these friends than he valued very much, they were gradually heal the wounds he caused in it. It refused to hear the phone in the background of his recriminations as the responsibility of the Child with Red Monk Tang in Journey to the West story: If you abandon me in this moment he kicked two shot at a time, one is the gone to eternity by his mother, a renunciation of you .... He coldly told him: No, sorry you! Because apparently he is being moved and forgot that he had officially split over three years. And he was the one who said goodbye! ... I'm sorry, I can not come with me this time! You are planning the ceremony and farewell to her friends at the party, sharing their joys and sorrows with you for five years. They have until the afternoon because I only ask companies to take a morning! It wants to hear your voice saying out loud yet, but it quickly turned off, remove the battery. It scared me to hear convincing, afraid to hear him dull stale and it threw all what is there to run to him. Then he left to Germany- advanced civilized country. Hometown neglect it looks anxiously eye strain, earnest and languish waiting. It scared the chuck, not love, it is you and to meet you. It feared, it wounded him because he is under the greatest pain of life: losing my mother. It also fear this is just a lie, a skill game hitting compassion in it, so it again swooped into his arms. Maybe it's still in love with him but it was no longer a little confidence with him. It said it took him truth.
It frantically working on the job, it wants to make money and look at life with a different eye. It succeeded, it failed ... but around it is still a loneliness. Heart it never once blossoming with someone. It has been trying to love someone. But why in love but to try to love? It was honest. And it always lived true to everyone. So is it still lonely.
Thirty years old and round. It longing to have a child. He dreamed of a good husband. And it estimated youth can return once more to it do not make mistakes. It recognizes the value of love, of good men. And he knew he was not the man for it. He knew it for his affection is not love. Just as the mind and passion, that's all! He belongs to a different world. Now, it was very miss a person, a person that he loved him with all my heart without thinking. Even it is thought that it does not love you. Because it is a deep sleep that! So it did hurt him a lot. It missed him so much, it's looking like he just chased nostalgic but on the ball only. Perhaps it took him so already. He wished to see him again. For it to be hugged his neck! He loved him! It missed him too! And maybe throughout the year in general education college, the greatest happiness it had, perhaps it has to be with him! Perhaps it has loved him from being a child to the age of three. And now it has 30 round it still loved him. From a girl who was three and a thirty year old to share the same feelings, the same perceptions about love. It's playful smile.
Tomorrow sunshine, it is still a mountain of work to resolve. No room for love or sorrow. No room for lãng dreams. Only the dream forward urging it to act.
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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