Spring, the sun gently spread down the road in front of Jeny. It is trying to dispel the cold air of a recent deep cold spell. Spring this year than any year low thermal background. Has entered into in March and the weather is still very cold. To this day the new sun illuminated throughout the afternoon and try to transmit heat to the ground. Jeny beating heart arrhythmia. She thought about an old boyfriend. For a long time she did not think about him at all. In recent days her soul like the girls in puberty. And she remembers her friends dearly. Nostalgia each time becoming more deeply. Maybe she was in love with him? Yet she has always avoided him. She got rid of the feelings from the deepest bottom of my heart to run something unrealistic and utopian. Then, she became a failure, unhappiness, and take a lot of bitterness on the road of life. Now she misses him, sons always perfect in her eyes every centimeter old days. And perhaps he will forever remain the most perfect guy in her eyes. With him, she only knows love. Yet when she was foolish to take him out of my life! Now she really wants to see you, and yours forever! If only that day she smart, mature and better. So now she did not have to live in solitude like this!
She wanted to find him, she wants to turn the whole world came to find him. But she thought again, moments of sadness. Her heart seemed to crumble. A depressed feeling swept over her soul. Because she was not successful. After many years of hard work and endeavor. Until now her life is still very difficult. Moreover, he definitely knew where she was. But he has not been to find her. He had never really come to her. Between her and he always had a reason it seems very reasonable to far apart. Although now her heart was wholehearted, full intention of breaking him. She was thinking that she loved him, and he was the silhouette really in her heart. But she did not know him where her life like? He does not remember her? And in her heart now really miss me. He is the most perfect and wonderful in her heart. Just as she was wrong. Because she was always a number 2. She has always lived in the shadow and think of others. She was always true to his human nature. She mistakenly thought it was a wise and good living. But she was a serious mistake. The main way of acting and thinking like that made her become more weak and cowardly. She had lost control of himself, and suffer many other mistakes. Then she has been hurt both physically and mentally very heavy. Until this day she has not completely escape this vicious circle. Although it seems she has found a way out for themselves! She could do nothing but try. Now she only path self-esteem enhancement, and live for really powerful and resilient only. Hopefully tomorrow will be really nice to her!
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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