When graduating high school, at age 18, Jeny hug dream will become a manager and leader very well. Over the years a student, Jeny was very hard to learn and participate in social activities. She had discarded his personal ego, which is always hard life for others. She has quickly become a star number 1 among students of the school. People love, praise and thanks to her hard lot. She is always willing to help people with all his abilities. There were times when she felt about to fall. Because people were small and too numerous. Limited human resources. And she was not able to respond to all the feelings of everyone. She was not able to help everyone. Though she tried hard. Because she wanted her people to evaluate who is good and useful for them. This will be an important prerequisite to become a manager or leader in the future. She wanted more contact with successful people in society. She wants people to love and his election to the position of organized religion Wheelchairs. That is probably the dream of Jeny since she was a child.
But she had failed completely. She and everyone else knows too much. She's not a real strong man as she had thought. She could not help were all friends, things do they hurt, and turned to confront, harm, sometimes even hate her. She realized she could not make friends with everyone. Since society has many different kinds of people. Among the different types of people with distinction, discrimination, away and contradict each other. When you do you also to those who are considered poor, those who are considered good to stay away from her. So she had lost good friends that she truly loved. Those bad you did for her hurt and suffering greatly. But after many years she realized this was a big mistake of her. She can not manage people well, when she herself still has many difficulties and shortages. When she herself does not have a firm and steadfast necessary. Only the will and the truth is not enough to please people. Because every human being has the psychological characteristics and very different thinking. She was forced to admit defeat.
At 33, Jeny is considered a complete failure girl. Her face was etched onto the wounds of the suffering and trauma. Health is depleted. Life is difficult and needy. Because of Jeny not work well. She is also pursuing a small project on computerization with a lot of promise was 3 years. But until now, all still just in the form of potential. She never married, not even have a boyfriend. And she began a new journey. The journey of care, protection and personal development. She can not do that with everyone. Now she has only one desire is to take care and manage themselves. She wants to turn his life into a paradise. She wanted to do everything his wishes. She let go of the whole world. She turned back to ourselves, to live with myself. She tried every day to his job successfully. Sometimes she regretted and felt sorrow for the wasted time, effort and money of his past to people you do not deserve. But now she could do nothing but ignore, forgive and forget in order to live well? Goodbye yesterday, from today she will live another! She will live for the joy, the happiness, and the true interests of themselves!
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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