Accidental find the facebook of an old boyfriend in students. That friend is probably closest in my students. But it was the worst that I treat. The reason is simply because I always considered him a close friend, a brother. How about you want me as a lover, as his fiancee.
However, we have always maintained a friendship quite beautiful during the college years. To me, a man for love and marriage are different from you. Therefore, we are always just a friendship. Because he always behaved very well and with my enthusiasm. Thus, we became close friends ever since unknown.
On leaving school, I struggled, hard to adapt to a new independent life difficult. I need to get another fight with me for life. And I was thinking of him. The heart has always shown a quite sincere with me. Although I might have hurt him deeply. But we just do not have fate together. Every time I started paying more attention to him. Voila is when he is trying to build a new relationship with another girl. When I am it seems pretty happy with his new relationship. Then he frantically pursue and express my feelings for a sincere and intense. As such, we never be lovers. Although we have been together for over 5 years of college. When I was determined to him. So I thought: After all, living next to a lifelong friend, a brother, you copy? In this life, there are a few good friends to me like you? Voila is when he decided to marry a girl. She is beautiful, kind and wealthy, the very love you!
Well, when I decided to come with her lover, he also decided to stick with a lifelong love you. We stayed with a similar decision, but our audience different. My object was he, and his object is her. Why I did not call him earlier one day only. Maybe this time he became my husband, the father of my children. But I did slow a foot, and he decided to bring her along every life. Why did not you wait for me one day? For I will accompany him until the latter days?
That day I was hurt. First time I do I get hurt like that. From past to present, I always had to walk. And he just walked once and gone forever. Maybe how much damage I caused to you, plus all the hours he, doubling up and poured into my heart. So I was left alone to walk obediently in his life. Some also remember him then he really needs the help of someone. Things like a habit. But I always control myself. So now next to him is his wife, the children. He is no longer a free man by another. And above all, he is no longer a friend, a brother to me. Because if he is familiar with me, his wife would envy. And she did it when I call him. Just a little consolation for me, I was more intimate with her, though they became husband and wife. And that makes her very unhappy, even miserable. But I know he is a good person. Sooner or later he would make her really happy. Since I was hurting him too much. And he has decided to live with her forever.
Accidental find his facebook after many years of separation. Seeing his family life very happy. I feel there is something lost, something painful. Since the beginning I have forever lost a friend, a brother? Although time has returned. Maybe I did not choose him as a husband. So simple, he is not the man pattern in my ideal. But he was something very meaningful for me. The picture of him of the old days came back memories. I suddenly miss you, old friend ... Thank you for being with me during a difficult time. One time I always love and chase things which do not belong to her!
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
However, we have always maintained a friendship quite beautiful during the college years. To me, a man for love and marriage are different from you. Therefore, we are always just a friendship. Because he always behaved very well and with my enthusiasm. Thus, we became close friends ever since unknown.
On leaving school, I struggled, hard to adapt to a new independent life difficult. I need to get another fight with me for life. And I was thinking of him. The heart has always shown a quite sincere with me. Although I might have hurt him deeply. But we just do not have fate together. Every time I started paying more attention to him. Voila is when he is trying to build a new relationship with another girl. When I am it seems pretty happy with his new relationship. Then he frantically pursue and express my feelings for a sincere and intense. As such, we never be lovers. Although we have been together for over 5 years of college. When I was determined to him. So I thought: After all, living next to a lifelong friend, a brother, you copy? In this life, there are a few good friends to me like you? Voila is when he decided to marry a girl. She is beautiful, kind and wealthy, the very love you!
Well, when I decided to come with her lover, he also decided to stick with a lifelong love you. We stayed with a similar decision, but our audience different. My object was he, and his object is her. Why I did not call him earlier one day only. Maybe this time he became my husband, the father of my children. But I did slow a foot, and he decided to bring her along every life. Why did not you wait for me one day? For I will accompany him until the latter days?
That day I was hurt. First time I do I get hurt like that. From past to present, I always had to walk. And he just walked once and gone forever. Maybe how much damage I caused to you, plus all the hours he, doubling up and poured into my heart. So I was left alone to walk obediently in his life. Some also remember him then he really needs the help of someone. Things like a habit. But I always control myself. So now next to him is his wife, the children. He is no longer a free man by another. And above all, he is no longer a friend, a brother to me. Because if he is familiar with me, his wife would envy. And she did it when I call him. Just a little consolation for me, I was more intimate with her, though they became husband and wife. And that makes her very unhappy, even miserable. But I know he is a good person. Sooner or later he would make her really happy. Since I was hurting him too much. And he has decided to live with her forever.
Accidental find his facebook after many years of separation. Seeing his family life very happy. I feel there is something lost, something painful. Since the beginning I have forever lost a friend, a brother? Although time has returned. Maybe I did not choose him as a husband. So simple, he is not the man pattern in my ideal. But he was something very meaningful for me. The picture of him of the old days came back memories. I suddenly miss you, old friend ... Thank you for being with me during a difficult time. One time I always love and chase things which do not belong to her!
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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