Saturday, May 23, 2015

Great teacher

 She gave birth to it in circumstances tortuous. Mother's husband died suddenly, leaving three daughters mother sighed. In the midst of suffering and despair of having lost loved husband when she was too young. Mom had to rely on his shoulder it. As well as close friends of his college boys mother. Because his father or mother more than a dozen years old to start, the dead husband and her three children in particular. Grandmother it should resolutely opposed to two. With her, he and his mother die rather than to affect the reputation of their families. But resolute mother born it out. Mother hopes it will be the cable that connects parents. And hopefully it will be the mother's son, will be the mainstay for it when the old mother.

                       Mother will give birth date, probably too big mental pressure from many sides as the family grandmother, grandmother and the family of her mother's dead husband again.
       Pregnant mother nursing Hanoi. Mother daily stroll around Hoan Kiem lake for sightseeing and relaxation. Maternal health is quite so. Birth mothers are often not operating at the central maternity hospital I. Just sad it was her daughter. Mother's sister, Aunt ie it also brought trade it for a son to raise. Heard mother was certain that the boy does not feed. Even so very sad mother and disappointed by it.
                        Delivery room along with a mother and a baby woman with all the love of a mother. Woman's husband was always there for caring caregivers. Unfortunately for them, the baby died soon after birth. But she said it was still firmly of her daughter. And there is a fierce struggle between the poor woman was happening at the hospital. When the hospital confirmed it was his mother, she was very trying to steal it. She did not want to believe in the truth hurts her son was dead. With back some day she'd take care, little and let it drink the fresh milk fresh from her line. Furthermore, it derives its mother in a vexing situation. She knew it growing up in a situation like that would be very miserable and can not be a good person. So she remained resolutely win it back for it.
                       These days it baby, on weekends she or the countryside it, feeding it, buy candy for him. And every chance she made it to the closing theft very miserable mother. She was wrong with him Army, her son and coordinate "kidnapped" to feed it repeatedly failed. So she had to think-to cut off contact with her. Mom got up it say cruel and bad words it tells her. Since no proper awareness, wrong, good, bad. It did hurt her deeply. She did not return home to find it again. Photos she quickly erased in the memory of a child up to two. But in his dream. It's still very much a gentle mother and loving it. It felt immense love from mike ultramarine blue eyes and soft arms, her warmth.
                         Unlike her mother, she hated it when it was very young. Mom hates it more than the married mother remarried new. Joyful and happy mother expecting new babies born. It becomes a burden and greater discomfort with happiness that she was there. From the depths of his mind, he secretly aspire to a gentle woman, beautiful, gentle and loving it. A mother in his dreams.
                           The weekends it in Phuc Yen exam. In the afternoons, it or a roadside restaurant old newspaper hired a few books to read to the end of the afternoon newspaper. Sometimes in the middle of the afternoon sun shade, it caught the eyes of a former gentleness her. It has old newspaper seller trying to ask if she was. But unfortunately she did not know. It also forget it while plying the articles in the final exam grade.
                           Sad for it, someone had put an envelope for her supervisor to mark his graduation exam. He was paralyzed and unable to point high school with my friends. Dream to college with intentions and plans of it has vanished into thin air. Even with two people directly threatened to make it slip graduation, but when it actually slipped. It was really shocked!
                       Day it entered the School of Professional I to advance one year learning to wait until years after graduation retake and college entrance exams. It has caught the eyes of black velvet mike know her gentle toner on the operating range. Unfortunately it was not enough to retain it. When it came out, it turned away a woman hand very gently and firmly hold it back. The automatic gate shut behind the eye. And it decided to start again from scratch at this school. It will strive to completely forget the man from yesterday backwards. Since only completely forgot it yesterday it could learn in school scandal.
                       How much suffering, how urgent, how much resentment it had taken place at the school. The overall grade school friends have inspired its poor human whole mess with a heart full of hate everything of life in it.
                      His father tries to kick it out of the school. He was afraid of people know about the past a despicable and my miserable. He was afraid it would affect the future path of Fire highway widening front of him. He feared noble life, happily, his wealth will be damaged because of its appearance. He regarded it as a pile of trash is inconsistent with the noble life of him. Kill not miss it a few times, he changed tactics juicy hypocrisy with it. Because he thought it was right to own a house Trung Nhi Street. On the one hand he pretended to be kind and loving it so it makes a lot of good work for him. On the one hand he quietly killed it. Including its life. Because considering the same, it was his death as sin altogether! Self-harm hand several times without success, he gave them money for their students in class to use cruel and unjust with it. He wanted it to self dropout. All the happiness in his high school, he was in one way or another, all destroy it without mercy. He intentionally causing a lot of difficulty and suffering for it, then he does such a hero that save lives it. What a wicked, it will always be people who inhuman. Despite more than ten years from the date he harm it by hand ghiet to sever all ties with her mother, and follows a beautiful woman, wealthy and loving him. It has survived the fire that he deliberately caused, then it was too stupid for thinking it was just an accident!
                         To hide not look at the face of the hypocrisy of his woe. It intentionally go late and write review of student work room almost every item one, the day had his first hour. Sometimes it's a long wait to fall asleep most of the new information, the completion of a review and grade. It hates and tired with the false face as his intellectual. Sometimes it is very tiring. And it also assumes her as a rich man.
                       Then he would change attitudes towards it. He is hoping to benefit from its buds. He arranged for the flood of students thugs rob him of it. The fact that it aches a police complaint filed town before being put restless. Once in his class, it was surprisingly very strong beating someone straight in the back, seat positions heart. Fortunately, this time it's between leaned forward on its intensity has decreased a lot. Yet it was very sore in the heart. Gangling schoolboy sitting behind it just bared mattes laugh, they did not say who had hit him. It concluded that the Bank, who recently drew the and make it hurt a lot. That afternoon he checked into the hospital and took stock traders sent the police to the town. Doctors say, the intensity blows just a little stronger than the heart it will be broken. On its back the next day a hand intact black purple sauce. Inside the police when he read the warrant K Bank, he frantically lie to the police that it was "a disability, do not know what, you're just kidding each other much but it also conditions ...". Unfortunately, according to the conclusions of the police, the Bank was not the hit it, the perpetrator is a man! The case then sank the boat, probably by mouth edge forensic his work with the police. Perhaps he also gave them money for things are ignored.
                          In those days it was really sad, heartbroken, bran scene, danger and death is always imminent. And she was always there for him. She gave it an immense love, endless, without any conditions to it. She treats it with the heart and the heart of a mother. Sometimes her warm hands and spread his power to protect and defend it. Like pictures hen spreading her wings to cover return for male chicks from being dangerous. In her heart she is very loving. Sometimes in class he hugged her and sobbed. So she hugged it to heart, comforted, comforting and familiar coax it. Make it hold his peace both large and you laughed because it was crying. She also said in class not hug her from behind like that. ...
                          She was keen to take it up for adoption, take it home and let it take care of the education is great as her children. She regretted when it was born, she did not get it to work scramble children. Now, according to the arrangement of the heavens, it accidentally at school that she teaches. She was insistent about getting it done son. It really touched the teacher's compassion. Her affection for it properly is "like water from flowing out." She was longing to extreme that it called her by her mother. But it can not do so, because from small mom it was inscribed in the beginning it is: in the mother's life is only one and unique. So though it wanted to call her by her mother so she would not get hurt. But it was unable to repeat her tongue to say it makes very sad and self-love. She has always regarded it as her own child since it was born so that it can not call her a mother's voice! It was very trying and it calls her "U", synonymous with "Mom". She said it was rubbing his head countryside too! But it was her very happy!
                           Love her boundless ease the pain in her heart. Yet it always qoan lap belt when thinking about yesterday. It was removed from the track with friends. The whole world is like slamming the door in front of it. Itself becomes a debris unpredictable and very dangerous. It's naive to think very heartbreaking. It is immature to very poor. And it hunger and deprivation to the very poor. Everyone wants to stay away from it as far as possible. His mother almost discarded it. In addition to the meager monthly currency, it almost did not get anything from another mother. Relationship, biological ones like aunt, sister ... they often seek to insult, trample, and despise it harm the surface. Aunt it even proved disgusting it out face, call it the barbarians. Do not give it to celebrate new home for fear of shame for everyone. Frankly do not want it to home ...
                         But when it looks unkempt and pitiful truth. Yet the couple, noble family in this kind of school would want to welcome him home to love and care. She and I also promise to treat it as the biological son. Thay also promised to leave all her inheritance for it anymore. Just more people elected you to her when he was away. That has made it very emotional. It deeply grateful her sincerity and teacher. But that in itself shows itself too immature and weak. It's great mistakes. And it does not want it to affect her honor and reputation of the teacher - who served seven consecutive terms as a principal at the school.
                         He did not persuade it to give up for adoption teacher accepted. For additional condition teacher education it became kind. And it, it is confident about study plans to become their perfect good. Although now it looks very bad. It has drawn up a plan to take revenge on those who caused it, who makes it hurt deeply. And he then tried to prevent him performing his sinister plan. Teacher was trying to persuade it to abandon plans for revenge. Because revenge is to dig two holes. A hole and a hole to dig herself to bury his enemies. Say forever, forever imploring. Finally immense kindness of teachers won. I have convinced it to abandon plans for revenge. Thay also promised to help him become a good person by all the knowledge and experience he has. He said the teachers in this school is not as good as its people desire. Because they are capital construction engineers, architects, accountants ... turn into teachers. Anyhow they are also good and quite successful in society.
                    And he was trying to bend straightening, fixing mistakes in personality and its ideology. Help it progress each day. Sometimes it's startling to realize the errors within it very hazardous, thankfully, he saw and told him how to fix. It was really grateful and respectful. Sometimes it feels offended because he thought it was the "lack of education" though he also said it is very good lap. Whenever he gets in trouble and the deadlock in a tangle of emotions and thinking of chaos in a completely new environment with a lot of immaturity. He would always be people offering opinions or help it resolve the situation. Master also told it, when confronted with things too hard in life. Do not you ever let go or give up. Children try their best, split out and solve problems piecemeal. Trying their best to remedy the situation as much as possible. When I tried my best to resolve the issue. Then things have happened though how the child was not at fault. Because I've tried my best.
                         What do you get up it usually only correct defects and errors in its which it does not recognize the self-repair. Thay always observe and help it in time it can not stand up for themselves. You are the great teacher in her heart. Luckiest since it was born as it was his pupil. Was he considered it as children, still want to get it home to nurture and education as his offspring. Inside it always secretly wished I was born in a decent family with dignity, with whose mother is a good father. If may be children in a family of high moral weight as he hopes it desires nothing more. But it can not so selfish. Now it becomes quite bad, to the blood relative of the family it was rejecting it. Afraid it affects their reputation. It can not take advantage of the goodness of her teachers and affect their reputation and honor.
                       Besides, the daily lives of its individuals are a lot of cons. It needs to slowly repair itself before we can live with strangers. It was like a lion mortally wounded it lurking in deep caves, self healing her wounds, rather than ask for help! And diet, exercise, medication it is also very special. Its life as well as a flame much hanging by. Only in a few raindrops king, received some harsh rays, or weather change is it pouring sick. It would lethargy, li fond and often being late to school the next day. The doctor says it can peacefully gone to eternity in a sleep.
                        Obviously it can not accept the teacher and her adoption. To stay home and care for her teacher when he was away. Although it promised many times he is: if there is a chance it will take care of her wholeheartedly, without receiving any event extremely attractive kite he had made for it. Teacher just shook his head in sadness and helplessness. He said, I must be in my house that has a chance at her care. I did not ask for anything more in me. I just wanted her to have another person to vote you when I go away alone.
                     In immature thinking and ingenuity of it. It did not understand the teacher. He thought he would leave travel somewhere or to those who are important to you. He tried to ask him to go? Mr. Binh wife certain she will miss him. And it anymore, when it encountered difficulties and stalled can not solve. It knows where to meet me to ask?
                   He looked it with sad eyes extremely profound. He was also very angry with him, because it looks like it is slowly depends on the teacher. No longer have the will to rise strongly again. Master still it was good, though it has been committed so many mistakes in this school. Everyone says it is a bad person. Only he said it was good. Because he saw in the depths of the soul it is honesty. He also saw its strongest aspiration is to become a good person, talented and successful. Thay also know there are many flaws it was set from environmental contamination and tortuous life situation, there are many things like create itself under defensive reaction to protect themselves. And he told it: Maybe you're a bad person. But just I always rise to the human advancement are good.
                    Yet the purpose of its rise are too low. It is still regarded as backers teacher, shelter, only to get up for it later. Master sad and angry it is right. He said he is a good teacher. But good teacher who taught the pupil himself further. It is regarded as his heir. Teacher brings all knowledge, experience, wisdom and resources to rectify and teach it. Perhaps in the deep teachers, doctors still consider it a lost child from birth, the couple's master.
                    And it, it shows he is too lenient, too tolerant. Knowledge, personality, intelligence, understanding and mercy as he vastness of the ocean. Sitting in front of him, it was just like a small grain of sand on the shores of the vast ocean, a small droplet of water between the vast ocean waves. How could it think it can overcome sa day he was? Although he always made an effort to it to believe it. Before the defiant assertion it can not pass the teacher day, it still needs to master only help many unknowns.
                  Teacher heaved a heavy sigh made it a chilling find, and two temples, forehead sweating. Eyes it preferred rate, the recently cowardly mouth, it hastily promised to great lengths to get what he wants. Then he smiled extremely gentle and tolerant. Master seems full of confidence and hope in it. I speak to him, saying, I have really tried, and rapid economic growth. Since then we are about to go away, to a place very far away. She Binh did not even find me again, he and all the forces were not the same. It falteringly: Teacher, you can not go far in myself? Without teachers Infantry will live? Baby is a girl, I know that you are her whole world!
                    Master shook his head sadly, his eyes looked distant master. Teacher tried to hide away sad tears of helplessness before fate. Then he calmly told him: that's what worries me the most. I know you are not my daughter, but I want to bring up children as my own daughter. Children are entitled to all benefits as our children. Just when we go away, children in the care and befriending her Binh help us. Children are quick to mature, I want to ask you a little more work. I do not have time anymore ... He backs neck ceiling avoid tears before her emotional weakness famous small games unruly and violent act.
                       It was the second oral retake subjects his statistical theory. Master did not look at it how theory exam. Thay are convinced it his adoption as people are trying to worries that his burial so. It is too stupid to know that bowel cancer Stage teacher arrived late, the world has no cure. He has lived all his life as a hero. Do you have enough money, career and a happy family. But he does not give anyone the capital sky everything ever. He had to master endure silently alone and struggling with life-threatening diseases during those years. Far the cancer has come late stage, he needed the care and psychological support of relatives. Yet he could not speak to them. Because if they know, they will be very sad. If you see them sad, I will be very sad, so his illness gets worse. I want keep their smiles before heading into the afterlife.
                          And it, it is angry teacher! It can not understand why he said she loved Infantry and needed me. He was also very concerned and worried for her, so that certain teachers have to travel far? And is trying to convince her it care when he goes away. Why are you not to do it but because it helps? Why should the man in love with his wife loves himself toner not attractive enough by a long trip !?
                         As readable anger on his face, he smiled extremely gentle and peaceful as a first, he stepped out from mallow fairytale. Blandly told her teacher that I have intentionally slider previous attempt because he wanted to have the opportunity today to convince you accept his adoption. He wanted to do one last job for Binh is receiving on her before he must go away. He also wanted to say to you: A test for human life is extremely tiny unconditioned. Life was a lot more important things. The pass or fail is not paramount. Basic things that you have learned nothing and where progress is coming. Actually I'm still the only, whether you fail or pass. May no matter slider inferior ie the cantaloupe. I think that should tell you this because I observed the matter too important exams. The slipping graduated from high school made me unduly shocked. You should know, your life much longer than any important exam in my life so much. Such as human life such! Talking to two from his life, he again seemed pensive and distant as trying to curb his emotions.
                     It sat, thinking, and it shows the words you say is very true. But that it should turn out too urgent question fairly thorny teacher: Teacher, why he again insisted on staying away without care she Binh? I know this is on the whole world, he is the most important person to her or what? The Son himself was not well cared for. Do you trust and ask for help to figure that? She deals with the capital treated very well. She loved me as a child. He did not ask if there was anything to help. I'll help our best! But he stayed with her Infantry are not you? Because I know that you are the best thing for her, no one can replace a teacher with her ?!
                       He looked it surprising and somewhat amusing, sure he saw it was fairly mature and cognitive reasoning. But the eyes he was very sad and distant views. Master insisted: No, I was about to go away. You are to call me dad away, and then moved back home to live. Binh will make fun!
It resist you, sorry he can not call me the "father" is! because I always feel like he is "he" that. Switch back to the embarrassing home alive, sir. But I promise, when he goes away, if done nothing to help her, then I'll do my best. Master affirmed: I do not come in my house now, if it is not qualified to take care of her when he goes away where Infantry. Con assured, the couple will educate children to become a decent person.
                            Or the word "kindness", it feels deeply offended! It clenched hands to the desk drawer. It swears it had become decent, it will be in college. And then it will pass back to see you and her as his parents so. Because anyway in their hearts always regarded it as children. And in her heart, she is like her mother Infantry Thus, a mother that was always dreaming, love and longing. And it seems he is deliberately provoking it to its further determination on the path to develop and mature. His eyes suddenly looked up at the teacher preferred rate.
               
                                                                              Author: Pham Thi Hoi

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