First love in college

Summer is massively rushed passed. So you've graduated from college and was five years. Singles still fun. When we think of time as a student, she was not out of regret about a failed love. Leave her in the gentle taste, sweet but equally bitter laments.

          That day entering college admission. With the mood of those who recently tasted the sweetness of victory glory. She was very happy. Now she is free to do anything she wants. And she could see people head high.
She can look back at a hard time recently with a calmness and noble. And she met him. He handsome, elegant and graceful in, out pompous! Her heart broke his rhythm on the first sight. From green hair to be trimmed neat to bend very handsome face, masculine but also very letter of his birth. From how to dress comfortable and confident to talk connection is very charming, graceful. She was fascinated and captivated his gaze. Sometimes she engrossed watching him hit the ball in the middle of the school yard and suddenly saw his face flushed. She was curious what happens to you when someone tapped her awakening shock. Then she looked at his error too long and many. One time she did not refrain myself, she'd reach nearby la acquainted with him when he was polishing in the field. This is the first and also the last time she intended to approach and get to know a guy. He suddenly turned to her smiling, little above the button of the shirt he was wearing somehow slip out. To reveal a circular dome chest taut, solid and very sexy snake. Her gaze in that area bare chest, her hands unconsciously to claw into it. He will cupped her hand shielding her startled awakening. Oh god! she could not imagine how I could do with a son not officially used in the yard of the school !? Maybe he thought she was a girl indecent. But, sorry, will you? She just did that to him and him alone once only. Too surprised and shy, she smiled shyly and nodded against him and she ran into the dorm room sealed beam head and blushed blanket, purple ear for concerns. From there she was always so high standard and strict behavioral control when his side. In one go eating exchange two classes, she spoke frankly with him about the girl he desired her to wife. He frankly said that thinking and his wishes. He also said her behavior was more like his mother's behavior to his father. They are the ones you have to get married and have a happy marriage. He also wanted to have a marriage like theirs. He also believes the marriage between him and she would even stronger because between them, had he loved her. Expressing sincere love, his intense among friends made her very happy. Her sad error was not the girl he wanted to retrieve his wife. So she had compressed his love deep down inside. Jackets give it the name of friendship, sometimes as close friends. She quietly asked him in solitary, quiet but also very intense. Agencies like dish shattered heart and heart to see him get hurt because she refused his love. She finds jealous and extremely upset to see him go eat together other girls he dated and others. But despite coming together, she just break my heart only. There's a good family like his family to accept as your family home with her family. And the evil man and lacks personality in her family would definitely take advantage and hurt hearted and sincere kindness of his abdomen. She is not strong enough to protect himself from the family that aggressive sticky stigma. She chose to run away and forget. And it is wrong behavior, because she could not take him home to play. She was afraid he knew the circumstances of her family would not make friends with her. She was afraid of the people in her family and hurt his advantage. So between them there is a dividing wall. When he was in her native province of study as far as she could not guide him home.

      Then both he and she are the third person and attractive extreme violence to come between. Two people were lost together. Until she tired of a relationship is always pushing her to the wrong than herself. The relationship has destroyed her achievements have been efforts by his sweat each day. She could not bear to see him hurt because she furthermore prohibited boring game of his interest in her, while she could not do that to your son .... She was thrown away and he came up with a beautiful girl come with him for money and status. She was trying to defame and humiliate her. Pain too, himself was despicable trickery to turn her into his girlfriend. Then he also said the infamous words to terminate the relationship between two people. Without him appear in my life, maybe she had a happy consummation as she dreams. She like escape shackles, fetters. She went to find him. He is the last chance for her to be happy. Because I always wait to welcome her arms. She will spend the rest of his life loved, cared and compensate him. He did not take the afternoon sun so his heart. True to lunch that day he officially dating his third person. Crushing her heart and truly shattered. Life is like nothing more. She also rethink and find that instead embarked on a romance with his lap, her need to heal the wounds and their disruption before. So when he went to lunch on, you come to ask why she sought to see him. She'd say things contrary to his heart causing him pain away drink from afternoon to late evening. And I had a messy battle, loud in the dorm. He encouraged her with everything he could. My question Noong sing .... But she did not understand what it meant, but she felt strangely relaxed. Feeling not verbal but as he sang his heart was singing to her. My heart is revved up and dance in the warm chest. She did not understand the lyrics of the nation that is known yet, but it feels like to have flowers in peach, plum blossom brilliant an immense forests. She and his status as a spring night revved and humid. She really loved him and no longer encumbered anymore. But maybe she took him from there, because apparently he was officially boyfriend others. Sao life itself staggered so sorrowful, that heart must keep Curly tighten two writhing in pain. She was just one of his friends only.

    Shuttle the fleeting time, she was buried in academic and extra accounting work in a small company with cousins ​​as vice president. Endured bitter error, tortuous, marginalized, misunderstood and insult. She was one pierced nose and a cow trampled stupid and pitiful. She no longer is you, who did not want to be her. She wanted to forget yourself. In her only the collapse of the evil rotten and silver hearts. A battle of the soul after the burying of life. She sometimes like to let go, there was like fall. And then she left the stand. She is her old self. Just as she was herself, do whatever you want, then she has him, or at least she will always have you in my heart.

She has been unable to come to him as his words suggested. Maybe because he just pity pity and her only. She did not want to be pitied. She did not want to be pitied him. She is not you, who are just the fragments of her only. She did not want the debris inside made him vulnerable. She could not bear to see him suffer. She loved him from the depths of his soul. She too cowardly, stupid and weak. She had lost him. Now she wanted to find him, to tell you a thousand times that she loved him, loved him very much. His love from the first sight. He is the perfect guy in her eyes and she had never seen something imperfect place him. But the bed as it was all too late. Why she awake and mature enough to realize that he is the true love of his life between him and her, the distance of time, geography, and moral status? He has own family ?! So that love is once stopped by a word but ... It's a love affair has never been an affair, but always contains a lot of love. Human life is created in two places causes and conditions. He and she's letters together but without a word to each other coast. Good for the way he went always be strewn with roses ....

                                                                  Author: Pham Thi Hoi