Since that day, boyfriend, it never mentioned marriage between two more. He was extremely painful, but always tried to hide those feelings with it. Because he felt deeply hurt for someone like unrequited love it. He fled the country to live and work. Also from that date, it was unrequited chasing and chasing him. Suffering so it let go. When regained some strength, it pursuers and pursued him. Why do it? He felt he was the last harbor before slipping and floating between life line. It knows it has lost a true love forever. The way it was up to him, with him was really a dangerous river separates the two. Both he and I are very difficult to overcome Maybe that's the way to boyfriend it ended its entirely and his story. But the feelings of people who do not obey the will of the people. And perhaps even himself also wants to break its relationship with boyfriend. The results, why? It was abandoned! Perhaps both he and he can not overcome it. And it, it still clinging to him! He is the only chance for a marriage with it. So it was in turn dispose of all his ego to run after him. For the love of her mistake, it has to forget everything, forget it all yourself.
Life is like a joke out evil with it. It was painful struggle all these years. It was decided to forget all the old stories. On it also to university graduates. Never officially graduated, it was pleased to work properly specialized training in a company it is 5 km from the house. Compared with many peers, it was successful. On it goes attend the ceremony, as well as the day his mother died. Whether it's a long time and he did not touch. But perhaps before too big a pain he'd miss it. And as the mother figure he was against it and his conversation. And perhaps, in this world, and it was his two most important women in his life. If it is determined, strong and love him a little, it'll come to him. But it does not do that anymore. It decided to return to the true nature of its people. Love to him is a not true, so it had to pay a heavy price in the loss of many years of youth living in misery and misfortune. It had lost confidence in him deeply. And it too boring relationship with his half-hearted. Though now that I think about this, perhaps it should come to him, sharing the grief for having lost the most important woman of his life with him. Whether as an old friend, an old lover, or someone ... ex! But it did not have the courage and noble to do so! And it shows the split people you have worked with it during 5 years of college is more important than running to meet you ... a lot! So anyway two people also formally ended a long time ago. Perhaps the coldness of it made him think a lot about what was to treat it.
As it is, here it missed him. The truly loving it will probably never come to it, accept it. Thus, it leaves open the opportunity may turn to him. Whatever is not love. But he was an official relationship first and unique to it until now. He is a passion and an obsession largest of its mind. Not satisfied will bury life where poor countryside. It decided the city to find work and the opportunity to make those dreams from his childhood. And it has quickly become the Chief Accountant for a fairly large company in the capital. Responsibility for the work seemed a bit too much for a girl graduating from university work study as it was 6 months. Just as he thought, making its working capital will be special attention to him. He was very surprised by its success. He expressed respect it more, it does not have anyone but him. So he set a date to return home, the two would marry. It also leaves open the possibility to live with him in Germany. As for me, I can only accept it, when it entered a whole new world for him. That is the only way to help him forget completely everything grief it has caused. The work it moved to the capital is also seen as a success of it with his attention.
If everything goes just like that, then certainly it had a happy life. In a mistaken it was her director entrusted negotiations with important trading partners of the company. It had bumped into him. It turned out the company's partner companies it is working is that of his family. Whether that day it go there to meet another partner will venture company directly with the pressure removed, but her heart did not get lost control again. With him, it totally loses his own self ... However, in the end it was decided to marry her former boyfriend. It resolutely do it. With a man and accept all the madness of it as he is also very good. But he did not accept it. Because according to him, it is a shadow of his heart! Just too simple gesture, he can make it completely lost control of himself. All these things, he sent via webcam for her ex-boyfriend and fiance its coming. When it and he was very happy, and accidentally turned, it saw him crying. He was extremely distressed. He concluded it was trying to pursue him for years, just to let him know that feeling of abandonment. It was deliberate deception for the purpose of making him suffer. Any explanation of it will become useless and superfluous. Because the medium is television images directly to him very lively. The truth is that it is still very love he showed up to the ceiling and we can not deny. It can even say anything to him? And he shall have lost confidence in it very deeply. He knew it was an end to the relationship fragile, thin as a thread through the entire length of two people for nearly 10 years. It was an inevitable one end, because it had come to him in the will rather than the heart.
And me, after quite a lot of things, he was gone, leaving heard is about 5 years. He advised him to go get married after destroying everything it has! Although he promised after returning to rediscover it, reclaim it by all means. Anyhow there is also a farewell. It was 28 years old. After 5 years it will be 33 years old. It was too late for a marriage. 5 years there will be so many changes. Looking into his eyes, it is understood, the problem is you do not really love it, you do not accept it, he does not want to live inside it. One can not end any relationship with a person you love in 5 years, if truly love and feel needed him as breathing. It will not repeatedly advised her true love get married, while undoubtedly the next 5 years will return to look back and take over! That's just one reason the craziest. Its love to him fully tasted bitter and the filth in love in this world that it knows. His mother, the more honest, he said that emotional mother of two should have challenged five years of separation. If after 5 years, 2 kids still love each other, they will accept a poor girl and have a complex situation as it comes. 5 years with absolutely no contact enough for their emotional life was shattered. After 5 years, every emotion will subside, and maybe they think it will be enough sanity and wisdom to come up with a new love!
But it, it's extremely painful. He loves you. It was considered his family's home in her heart. Maybe it was too easy and behavior based on emotions too much, so were they despised. That review to the end, he never came to it, he never accepted it. England and it has never officially dating. He also never promise anything with it. All is just as it loves his heart only. He tried instilled in it a lot of love, then I recommend it a cordial way go get married? It also can do when a man has resolutely gone from her life? Everything was planned. Perhaps it and you only have feelings for each other with no destiny together. It could only try to adjust their emotions, to live and work. Honestly, it just wants to jump into the river is flowing below the other Red. It'd be sunk to the bottom of the river. Water and the weight of the water will certainly make it feel more comfortable. It'd slept so long to forget it all, it did not want to wake up. Life, for it is only one black. It found the death there is nothing scary, and can not understand why people are afraid of death. But it can not die! It wants to live for the day will see you again. It can not die because it has promised to never seek death itself with a very respectable benefactors of it. It can not die when it crosses lifetime full of pain only. It had barely been awarded the rapture, it still unrealized dream of his enrichment. But the pain that it is suffering really is too big. It can not take it anymore, it really should end it all. It is trying to row the spokes can Bridge across the Red River on its homeland. But the austere image and maternal melancholy eyes appeared still not flush eyes greet the tears laments, its suffering. If it dies, the mother it will be like? His mother had put a lot of expectations on it? His mother was very miserable to be able to feed it until graduating from college. She had so many dreams and aspirations for my life. Its life can not end like this! It knows not 5 years, which could be 50 years before it has yet to make forget him to go find a new love. Emotional World of it as totally collapsed. But it will live to carry out the dream of his life. Perhaps her life now begun. Therefore, it must try to overcome this suffering. Then it ride home. But rather it was back home do not know how. Just know that it was the traffic police to stop vehicles between demand for motorcyclists at full speed. They were screaming at the north side ear speaker it! Until then he was startled to realize that its name is Pham Thi Hoi, a name that few other traffic police he tried to scream over the speakers in the rear. If it hit someone with his speed, there may be many others will be at risk to their lives. Fortunately for him, one of the traffic police tried to chase to force her to stop, help it calm down the people it did save lives. So, things have been omitted. It could have slept a lot. Then it continues to live, continue to work. But her heart was really dead. First that it faced no more than just love. But it is a living, is the future, career, money and social status. It has nothing in hand, except a hired job.
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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