Thursday, October 1, 2015

Love innocence (Volume 1)

     Have you ever loved? And I fell in love early on. That was the year I was 8 years old. When I was in Grade 3. And I liked him sit down on my. He's got big eyes, pick up, and often turns down at me. I remember that boy or wearing a white shirt, and walked past the pants looked very handsome and imposing. The boy was the son of a wealthy family in the neighborhood market. Following that, he even did well, and very beautiful word. So he was a teacher and many dear friends in class. And me too. Fortunately for me, is that he is very fond of me. We play together in the school yard. We learn together. Even we have to play each other home after school. We promise that the future is going to be married to become husband and wife. I loved that boy. But the couple would like, I never imagined. But perhaps until now, I have never had an intimate relationship with someone like that.

      But then the boy's family had moved to live elsewhere. So we had to split up. I've really missed him and really upset things. His mother had promised to forward a letter to the two children. But I had to wait forever without getting a letter yet. But perhaps that day no one respected the feelings of a girl, the boy was 8 years old at all. But until now, I still miss him. Wish I was holding his hand and perform ancient promise. Now he does not know how. But there were times when I missed him a fool. I was trying to find him to have a chance. But he was not looking to do anything. Because I did not take care of myself well. We are distorted because of learning, and we have lost together.
     In my dreams, I still remember the happy moments he let me play with toy cars my home. But as bad, selfish. When finished playing, I was afraid he was going to obnoxious daughters, my classmates near his house to play together. So I have stepped down vehicle, crushed! Yet he was not angry with me much. I also dreamed many times that the house where we were playing, the risk of collapse. Other children have run away, and I was still stuck in it. The stunned because I was afraid, so I can not run well. I called him back at me. And do not be afraid to danger, he rushed to rescue me. But I escaped, but he does not keep up anymore. I have not the guts, compassion, love to be back at him. And the house collapsed, he was buried in the rubble, two of his little finger still blinking rise. And he still moaning he told me back at him. I was startled awake, sweating and out. Maybe I die ghiet him because of his selfishness. So since then I've never had a real happiness in love. Although I was now 32 years old. Although her house his neighbors say he was killed by collapsed houses. But I did not believe it was true. Because I still remember the day he broke up with me. The teacher was not for him I learn more in class. Because the class list without his name. That day we went late, and we met in the street. We gave each other the craziest keepsake. Maybe love has come too soon for us. And we were not mature enough, maturity, understanding to embrace it. So we were not entirely happy with it.
                                                                                    Author: Pham Thi Hoi

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