A hard life, lack of waste, and a future that is relatively obscure in my heart sometimes feel very standoff. Though my mind still optimistic and cheerful. But somewhere inside I feel very sad. Success might have in very near me, something that I have sadness, and worry? Just my job successfully. I will rid the world completely. I will step into the world of the rich, happy, and happy. Money will give me strength to flattening all the obstacles make me unhappy. When I'm weak, almost the whole world wants to crush me.
Now almost everyone around me were beyond me. But I believe in one day recently, I will outstrip everyone in this world. Despite current pressures on loneliness, poverty, and the unknowns are weighing on my shoulders. My mood now is probably similar to 17 years ago. That day I was 15. Dad had passed away 15 years, the new mother married a new husband. My life suddenly falls into the starvation and impoverishment. I met a lot of pressure at home, and even at school. The future is almost closed the door with me. Friendship, love, family love all broken up. From a child other parents try to send their children to play with me. I became a child with the other parents forbid their children to play with me. ...
Yet all has passed well to 17 years. Dream of success and happiness helped me go through the center of the storm. Perhaps I am now in the psychological balance in the meantime. For 17 years I had to follow the path outlined from that day. Now I was going to succeed then. Old dream is about to become a reality then. I should be very happy new. Why did I let those feelings once destroyed his mood? But now I have something that is very similar to the old days. Maybe I'm officially entered the stage second youth of life. I'm fixing, complete with the personality defects somewhat from that day. But the reality is different now my lot. In the old days I was just a little girl growing up, naive, and stupid. And now I've become a mature woman and really mature. Perhaps all the suffering and past mistakes has helped me become more mature in life. I will only regret what has passed. Regrets the very good opportunity in my life that I've missed. This life is my own. And across the world, all can only rely on ourselves alone. So, I just need to fulfill the obligations of love, care, and help yourself is enough. Till now I no longer see themselves as geniuses. I'm just a little person between the flow of life. I'm not good enough to take care of other lives. Because even his own life I was worried that no good body. And I need to reset the system by myself thinking. Everything in this world comes from myself. And who is related to me, it would be a very small part of our lives. Never have something I'll sacrifice myself for the rights of others. Whether he can be anyone in the world. That very human laugh.
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
Now almost everyone around me were beyond me. But I believe in one day recently, I will outstrip everyone in this world. Despite current pressures on loneliness, poverty, and the unknowns are weighing on my shoulders. My mood now is probably similar to 17 years ago. That day I was 15. Dad had passed away 15 years, the new mother married a new husband. My life suddenly falls into the starvation and impoverishment. I met a lot of pressure at home, and even at school. The future is almost closed the door with me. Friendship, love, family love all broken up. From a child other parents try to send their children to play with me. I became a child with the other parents forbid their children to play with me. ...
Yet all has passed well to 17 years. Dream of success and happiness helped me go through the center of the storm. Perhaps I am now in the psychological balance in the meantime. For 17 years I had to follow the path outlined from that day. Now I was going to succeed then. Old dream is about to become a reality then. I should be very happy new. Why did I let those feelings once destroyed his mood? But now I have something that is very similar to the old days. Maybe I'm officially entered the stage second youth of life. I'm fixing, complete with the personality defects somewhat from that day. But the reality is different now my lot. In the old days I was just a little girl growing up, naive, and stupid. And now I've become a mature woman and really mature. Perhaps all the suffering and past mistakes has helped me become more mature in life. I will only regret what has passed. Regrets the very good opportunity in my life that I've missed. This life is my own. And across the world, all can only rely on ourselves alone. So, I just need to fulfill the obligations of love, care, and help yourself is enough. Till now I no longer see themselves as geniuses. I'm just a little person between the flow of life. I'm not good enough to take care of other lives. Because even his own life I was worried that no good body. And I need to reset the system by myself thinking. Everything in this world comes from myself. And who is related to me, it would be a very small part of our lives. Never have something I'll sacrifice myself for the rights of others. Whether he can be anyone in the world. That very human laugh.
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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