Saturday, September 5, 2015

My success is due to the hand, my mind made up

       I used to daydream about a rich man to himself. And so, my life will be happy and happy. So, I've always tried to make myself more beautiful. But then I found out that I was wrong. As a rich man would be very difficult to get a girl like me.

        Since I was a poor girl, orphaned parents then went to get a new husband. There's a family of wealthy men, decent things acceptable to all. Plus, a rich man, kind, will gather around them a lot of beautiful girls, talented, rich, and the other kind. Therefore, I will make them vulnerable. And I'll take anything to fight with them? I know it when I was 15. And I started working again. I rebuild my personality from scratch. Because I know that part of my personality formerly was broken then. Although people still praise me. But they will praise me for how long? The success of my good and not sustainable. Because I always cling to something, or cling to someone so confident and happy. The good or bad of me depends on the man I love. And I realized that, I as a weak vines, must be based on something, or to someone they stood tall, straight, and beautiful. If I were someone I rely on and spilled, or something I rely on collapse. I would not be me anymore. I will become a heap of garbage.
      So, I decided to start over. I would throw away all these years on and rebuild a completely new person. I decided to build my own personality based on the perceptions, thoughts and feelings of their own. Not by listening to this man, or the guidance and education of others. I wish I was 100% of me.
      Such thinking is simple. And I've always thought the way I myself will be carpeted commission. I'll go on that road in the flooded love, respect of everyone, and my happiness. But all is not as I thought. The way I become me also a lot of difficulty, the suffering and the damage, the loss deeply. Because a part of me had defects than the natural birth. And when deciding life and fostering non weakest part of his people. I almost lost all wisdom and his ability. I'm immature, weak and stupid. That's part of my real people. So never be fostered, promoted. Because people always have to listen to this, follow others. So really my people just like that. But I did not succumb to difficulties. I resilience beyond all pain errors, the mistakes, and even the loss. And I did. I had graduated from college. Then become chief accountant for many companies. For now, I had a private business establishment. I have become rich, nice, and is respected in society. Life in my soul is always happy. Always warm my heart the love.
       What a 17 years passed since that day. Since the day I was determined a path for his life. And I went to it after that 2 years. During 15 years worked hard to with the flow of life. I understand that my way is right. Now that I'm 32 years old but has yet to marry. But I became an energetic young billionaires. I can do many things that other people can not do. I am always happy right only when there alone! Because I was a perfect world! I can be proud of themselves, and for what he has done. My success is due to the hand, my mind made up. I have the right to enjoy it 100%.
                                                                                        Author: Pham Thi Hoi

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