I was born and grew up in a very poor family. My father died when I had barely taken its first breath. Since childhood, I have always been trying to do all the heavy to light work in the house to help her mother. I want to make money outside of work in society, my mother will rest upon returning home. So, everything is almost too much for me. And my hands became rough and ugly as an old woman. Although then I just about 12, 13 years old.
Knowing the hard physical work that does not generate much money. Society does not respect the physical labor. So I determined to study well. I want to become an intellectual. I want more money, power, and by everyone in society respected. But my attempt was once again overwhelming. Because my right hand in the pen works too much. So it seems to be muscle contraction. The hand looks like roots and confess bulging tree roots. But muscles and joints sugar rise, shrinking. And it looks to nearly double my left hand. When I write a lot, my heart aches. The doctor said that I should get more rest. My right hand was too much stunted growth. They also cause the development of mutations inside of my left hemisphere. Thus, the phenomenon has pinched confuse these nerves together. It does make me angry, lost control of himself, and frequent nightmares. ... Now my main teacher also told me to stop your academic career. Because my hands no longer tolerate further. If I try to study up on classes anymore, my body will be developed too skewed to the right. So I will lose the appeal of a woman. So maybe no one wanted to marry me.
I am sad. Perhaps no academic career that I dreamed had to stop here? Ignore all the advice of doctors, and experts in education. I continued on the path of education. Despite my personal life shattered. The teacher was very disappointed in me. Until now, I still hear his sigh casts. I have said, I keep thinking and writing with such intense current. The development of my deviations will not be controlled. Although I have tried to go back the original human. They have come in 10 years I'm still not married. As for me, I believe in education programs in schools. When I was in grade 10 and I need to finish Grade 12 finish high school program. Then I'll find a way to rebalance itself. And I did so. I have been extremely difficult and miserable new graduate high school.
But from the day completed Year 12. I started writing with his left hand switch. The original was very difficult for me. As my left arm very little capital movement or work. Therefore it is extremely weak. Sometimes it refuses to listen to any more of my lord. But I tried hard. I still believe that I will do. With my left brain or right brain did not differ much. The left hand and right hand has 5 fingers alike. There is no reason why the hand to do the job, while the left hand is not. Then I graduated secondary, undergraduate and graduate, and go to work with his left hand.
Page that has 17 years, since the day I was advised that collegiate career ended. And also round 15 years ago, I used a lot of his left hand to create balance in the body. 15 years a period not too long compared with a human life. But for a person aged 32 like me, that's almost half my life already lived. But my body is still very much skewed. But my right hand no longer ruffled and roots as well. The left hand, it was a lot more flexible. Two hands were fairly balance. And mentality, my spirit was better before. Still, I remained celibate and unmarried.
The way I went maybe right, maybe wrong. But that's the path I have chosen. It is the result of thought, conscience and my thinking. I remain confident in his choice. Believed he had a right choice!
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
Knowing the hard physical work that does not generate much money. Society does not respect the physical labor. So I determined to study well. I want to become an intellectual. I want more money, power, and by everyone in society respected. But my attempt was once again overwhelming. Because my right hand in the pen works too much. So it seems to be muscle contraction. The hand looks like roots and confess bulging tree roots. But muscles and joints sugar rise, shrinking. And it looks to nearly double my left hand. When I write a lot, my heart aches. The doctor said that I should get more rest. My right hand was too much stunted growth. They also cause the development of mutations inside of my left hemisphere. Thus, the phenomenon has pinched confuse these nerves together. It does make me angry, lost control of himself, and frequent nightmares. ... Now my main teacher also told me to stop your academic career. Because my hands no longer tolerate further. If I try to study up on classes anymore, my body will be developed too skewed to the right. So I will lose the appeal of a woman. So maybe no one wanted to marry me.
I am sad. Perhaps no academic career that I dreamed had to stop here? Ignore all the advice of doctors, and experts in education. I continued on the path of education. Despite my personal life shattered. The teacher was very disappointed in me. Until now, I still hear his sigh casts. I have said, I keep thinking and writing with such intense current. The development of my deviations will not be controlled. Although I have tried to go back the original human. They have come in 10 years I'm still not married. As for me, I believe in education programs in schools. When I was in grade 10 and I need to finish Grade 12 finish high school program. Then I'll find a way to rebalance itself. And I did so. I have been extremely difficult and miserable new graduate high school.
But from the day completed Year 12. I started writing with his left hand switch. The original was very difficult for me. As my left arm very little capital movement or work. Therefore it is extremely weak. Sometimes it refuses to listen to any more of my lord. But I tried hard. I still believe that I will do. With my left brain or right brain did not differ much. The left hand and right hand has 5 fingers alike. There is no reason why the hand to do the job, while the left hand is not. Then I graduated secondary, undergraduate and graduate, and go to work with his left hand.
Page that has 17 years, since the day I was advised that collegiate career ended. And also round 15 years ago, I used a lot of his left hand to create balance in the body. 15 years a period not too long compared with a human life. But for a person aged 32 like me, that's almost half my life already lived. But my body is still very much skewed. But my right hand no longer ruffled and roots as well. The left hand, it was a lot more flexible. Two hands were fairly balance. And mentality, my spirit was better before. Still, I remained celibate and unmarried.
The way I went maybe right, maybe wrong. But that's the path I have chosen. It is the result of thought, conscience and my thinking. I remain confident in his choice. Believed he had a right choice!
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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