Friday, September 4, 2015

17 years for trying to be happy and my success

     Maybe I've officially become human in his position 17 years ago and earlier. This can be seen as a re-spring magic? Since I became a fully educated, intellectual and respected in society. I have my own house, a lot of money, and a good job. I have done all the things that 17 years ago I had the dream.

      Oh, 17 years I have tried tirelessly on every step of the way of life. Knowing how difficult, how wrong I was experiencing. But then, is always a learning process of striving tirelessly to get ahead in life. I am not a lesser people in society. I do not surrender to the cruel fate for yourself. I will fight tirelessly for it. I would rather die, than I will be circumstances tossed, turned me into an evil, wicked. And my tenacity helped me escape miserable living conditions of ourselves. I have become a completely different person, compared to people where I was born. I've been a self-rich domains, and are respected in society.
     Back in those days I realized the mistake in his personality. That will be a black dye in my future. I just wanted to die for the song. I was dying to be a good man, perfect in the eyes of all the others. I'm very sad because of erroneous education that I received from a very young age. They have spoiled my personality. Turn me into a young man, weak, passive, mistakes and poor in society. But then I was 15 years old. I also very much time to do it again, and make the dream of his life. Then I started again from scratch. I throw away everything that was there. I started again from scratch. My personality, my perceptions, my thinking must be built from the bottom of my soul deep. And I was trying to do that. There are many difficulties to training with me, besieged me. And I was not strong enough to get rid of it quickly. Such drudgery, yet also has 17 years. 17 years for trying to change myself, change my life. And now, I'm with the psychological equilibrium of 17 years ago. I crave love, I want to have a happy family. And I want to have a successful career. But now I have another old days. Since the old days to me, those things are just dreaming. And at the present time, I'm turning my dream come true. It's too late to go back on a train full of happiness and success. I need to try tirelessly for the coming days. Since this is my last effort. Then I just sat not but enjoy a life of happiness and riches to none!
                                                                       
                                                                                         Author: Pham Thi Hoi

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