Thursday, August 27, 2015

Love is not guilty, she would go find him ...

     32 years old she is still happily single. She lives alone in a small house on the outskirts of the capital. Her work is a painting in the construction business and is a blogger. She felt very confident and happy with his job every day.

       Recently, she saw a man on her mind for a very long love. That day she probably about 21 years old. She used him over the internet. He is the ideal type of her heart. As she was truly in love. Only thing, the day is righteous in her heart also unhealthy thoughts. She always uses his consciousness to curb it. What about you sexy, accept and live with things like that. On the other hand he was a wealthy family. But her family was very poor, and there are many scenes tortuous. She had been insulted and trampled a lot because once loved, admired a ridiculously wealthy man when he was in high school. So, even in love with him. But she chose the first love of his life is a different guy. And she wants it is the only man of his life. She was really trying to make that wish come true. She did think love is the choice to be happy. And she tore themselves away that thought they had the right choice. Although in her heart, she always thought about him, about a boy she had met in person. But he has a lot left in her very special feelings. And he then asserted she made a wrong choice, that she would have regretted it ...
       And time has proven, she had a real choice was the biggest mistake of her life. During the years of love, she always lived in misery, unhappiness and hon bags. She got him tossed because of jealousy. Because I think she just loves him with reason. And because he despised her poverty, her home country. He was deceived, crushed and trampled her. And her soul had so many injuries. She still remember and crave her old friend from deep inside. But she did not dare to love and come to him. She was afraid that he was not inclusive enough and forgive her. She did not think she would be between him and a happy ending as she fell to her in a situation extremely tortuous. We can say, love has tossed her head, spurned her, take her away from this intersection to the other falls away. She had been deadened, she heard him absolutely. As he walked past her but a lot of the boundaries of education and dignity. Although she had felt he loved her as a revenge. But if he said he would abandon her, and never met her or nothing to her anymore message out. She just wanted to die. Because they want to live, she just clung to him, though always suffering and misfortune for him.
      But from the day she graduated from college. Actual life patted her hand. Forcing her to think a lot about love and marriage. On the other hand, she also matured a lot. So she was not able to accept a lover like him. She and I had really ended and no longer have any contact with each other. Perhaps in his heart could not accept her. After so many failures and loss of this relationship. She decided to forget everything, and try to start over. She tried to fix and enhance their dignity. After a long time, she has rediscovered faith in love in life. And in her heart filled with pictures of people that she has always secretly loved, stolen memory. Although far apart for so long. Despite completely lost contact with each other already. Although he probably will never come and marry her. But she still loved him, loved him in unilaterally. Love is not guilty. She'll go find him in recent days, when the work of her success! ...
                                                                                        Author: Pham Thi Hoi

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