Three had died when I was very small. Mother was at that frequency tào siblings raising children all these years. I have always tried to look good, do well and do everything to please her mother. I'm afraid one day the mother sad too, because life is too unfortunate mother, the mother will die!
Mom when are fatherless and widows thirteen years old when the first two of nine. A wild armpit four children, teacher salaries are not enough to live on meager. Mom running around, people on a limb, beg for mercy of others. Sometimes it can not join the same group Assembly old friends, because funding contributions too high. I know you were very sad and unhappy.
But you know what? When you are just a baby? I have tried very hard to do everything I want. I want to replace the father, the mother has a moral support, a place to trust and a fulcrum hope in the future.
But then one day a strange man appeared in my house. He said that his father's childhood friend. He will take care of us human father. He treated us very well with mother and child. He says he'll do one or more family wealth. What would you like to have us there. The street no one dared to say we are children orphaned baby quail sweat, is another thing dad taught no more. Because he will be the father of the child and we will marry her.
Con has grown up a little, I learned through eighth grade, and start thinking for others. I love you so many years suffer as a third party of another family. Mother was to hide and crude worshipers when someone knows the truth about the private life of the mother. Now or then, he has divorced his wife for many years. Mother and husband of more than ten years. From small child has no father. You see we are making this announcement, the cravings jar too. Son of well wishes for dad but mother said my father had died when I was lying in the womb. Con convention also once called someone was announced. Goodness! From father to son very sacred and noble. Because apparently it was never uttered the words when I say babbling episode !? And I agreed. I want you to have the happy couple as brother, friend, co-worker's mother! You also want to have a complete family as I secretly wished for.
The first thing he did after my father was demolished corner of human learning. Then learn forcing children to move to the kitchen table beside the stinking chicken coop. The second thing is that he make me a servant and help the family. During the meal he took all their food sections. Sometimes you just look, because it is food so he bought. He pulled all kinds of strings friend archives everywhere difficult to gather at his home about. I can not understand why a former doctor, dean of a central hospital, though discipline was dismissed because there is no professional ethics from many years ago, to have such a lousy friend . They are the critical staff Gypsy, once out of jail and was freaking terror of many people. Or was the name Slim pervert car cold blood, Trip cheated the gullible kitten when his rented car. Then he has dozens of wives and more than a dozen small children fall. Or metamorphosis poet, specializing brutally tortured wife and daughter both a region notorious.
Then five days three games he insulted my father, quarrel quarrel with her son. His house like the theater, about three days, can complete disgrace concert between mother, stepfather and sister both front desk galaxy population. Illustration resistance always very crowded, and they look very intently to also go after tingle whole village. Then not only about his home village people talking and knows all, the next village or even in Phuc Yen town shady also tell the story of his home time. Mom, I was ashamed. I just know that bent down on his face that moves.
At school the teachers did not want to teach me anymore. All the teachers are for the oppression and injustice. Even the vice-principal teacher was telling me to go home, do not go to school, as the children too much bickering. He did not want to get up class to have children, to the office even when other teachers gathered to talk about the class?
In class when you are away from me, who you play in the group of children from secondary recovery turns out to be very ruthless with children. They also quarrel with her parents for children to play with. Previously parents they have done everything to them is played with the! That's it! ...
How much pain can you take off, but I really had lost her mother. By this time, I understand, I've become a burden in her mother's past. When the mother is taking steps to marry the mother wants to build a new life. She will leave behind all things of the past, including children. Although mother had tried to interest in me for a little, he would get mad. Said the mother loves her child because the mother can still remember dad?
And mother had become completely alienated and treated with the utmost horizons. When mother and he are delighted kids coming out. Now he reveals new strategic ambition is want the entire part of his house. And all this child to another child born barely two were stillborn, the mother's womb. Mother has repeatedly'd thrown all the way to sell us the whole patrimony, you buy another one later would leave the child still in the womb of the two.
Children, sank in the days of famine and untold hon bags. In the adolescence, children should be eating well and getting plenty of loving care of most mothers. Then I sink in hunger and forced to eat the filthy stinking food in containers mother mug that holds urine capital for children to be able to survive. Mom looked at me with eyes always hated, she is always ready to burst into that punch that I cursed: the shoulder tumor, muscle sweat oil? From small mother never behaved like that with me. Mother had lost control completely finished, mum was no longer a mother anymore. Every woman in the world are becoming mothers rival. Mom was mad! Mother had offended many women have dignity about it.
They rushed to the only cabinet in the face, pleasure and pain, take wealth. Prohibition was over again, loitering in the family home they known they were taken? They are frank exchange estranged son to face.
According to her son in the home of a great aunt is easiness. Who knew that place was worse than my home, Mom. Every time I want to go home because not tolerate further irony in having to go through, then chased her, caught hold of me in there like a dog, cat. She was also treated with the utmost cruelty. And she has pushed me into a lot of situations irony and filth. My aunt always resentful because for both kids mother aunt staying out without support something. Aunt always an excuse to curse, insult, trample you. I have a great aunt in the time to learn, nobody expected me no time to do the old post, said nothing about college prep. She then said that together with the prep, the fact she only pedagogical knowledge to ruin their child's learning capacity. She spit in the dream of the college. And resolutely vowed to destroy it because of simple reason: she was afraid her mother struggled? Actually she's too jealous of you. She always wanted to be the best. And if what she is, then she's not going to destroy it by all means, even the most despicable.
Though not sell patrimony lost everything, but she has sold both gardens embrace my childhood, makes me extremely painful. Children could not speak a single word the entire week because too strong shock.
Then she also divorced but shortly thereafter his mother with a pair of other men. I could never imagine it, that a man who brazenly and so miserable. He blatantly claimed ownership over the entire part of his house and tension, pile split their home land to his relatives house !? Heard mother was trying to do a good stepmother of his son, a good daughter in law of his mother. She had also tried hard offspring with him but failed.
Then her house was falling into filth bitter than when it turned out he was a swindler. He had two pretty decent wife at next district. And she pulled her relatives to come home jealous. You've almost got her beat to death, because an iron rod pilot flew straight through close people, because "the crime does not chase him out of his house"! What child has the right to evict you?
From small to large, she dating anyone I know in silence and just ignored. You always had to endure the shame with friends, neighbors and teachers. Furthermore, she has always taken food to eat every day and learning of children to intimidate if you do not listen. When too resentful about the troubled and dangerous to myself, I was almost frantic wanted his ability to chase him out of the house built by the father. And what she did not remember her mother? Mother had called the police, she was slandering and defaming the satisfaction of everyone. Mother called me into the camp who gave asylum !? When the police handcuffed her hand back down, tied my hands to the bed end, she has to know the excruciating pain to how not? You now not with a boyfriend named toenails mother brazenly.
Then he could not tolerate the mother, especially if plans to move his entire fortune to the son he had been exposed children. Why only until the recovery and recording confidential conversations of their father, the new mother to believe me? And he went out of his house after months confined because his second wife was beaten. Europe is also a price to pay for a man ungrateful.
But since her mother never treated you well. Perhaps the worst behavior of mothers with children and people deeply entrenched in the blood, can not be repaired anymore. Or mother always considered the mother caused the collapse of the affair? Rather, from day walk mother remarried. Mom was not the child's mother then!
It is true that export prices mother, child coughs! Friends are fun of attack. Together they sing:
Bubble rain pant
Mother married children live with?
I still laugh with the guys, but in my heart ache broken pieces intestine. If the mother to get married, then the fate of the children as well as the dirt foam bubble born in the rain alone.
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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