Sometimes in life between chaos which worries error. Work, life and the realization of the dream has taken up all the time and my mind. We ignore or not notice the hot news of the day or the information on the change of friends, family, neighbors ... So we sat on to outdated, obsolete because no adaptation the current circumstances. Sometimes we overlook the important information can alter our life, or hurt our loved ones, and caused me to suffer a regretful laments error inside. Understanding is an important factor helping a happy relationship. In order for your relationship to be strong, know to listen and share.
When graduating from college, I was absorbed perform dreams and intended to sit in his seat amphitheater.
The work is not like I thought. It has too much pressure from many sides. Couple director, a former study and work in Germany, a person who studied and worked in Japan. They too understand how HRM style capitalism. All employees of the company, in all the parts are operating at full capacity, strictly speaking not "beyond capacity." All we were drained of all their capabilities to serve the growth of the company. He is the family's wealth manager. Outside of work overlap. I always have to stretch yourself every effort to do well as its chief accountant. My younger sister and life experiences than accountants. Just graduated from college back in office Business School, she graduated from the financial academy. She has worked there for three years, and knows how to contribute to the company. As for me, the small motor. Newly graduated six months. Work experience through two companies.
One company I worked at the university for about two years late. But in her company, working office in my uncle's house. Work in style ... family should finally learn what I did and also a lot of trouble arose. Annoyance, discomfort, and misunderstandings make me very tired. I'm going to do more for experience and additional education costs money, friends in class, in school. But eventually I had to leave the household expenses and miscellaneous eating at home more than the salary I pay received. My mother had to bent more when buying gifts for uncle. Mother and expected to do so when I graduated, have a university degree will ask the couple pay me a high-paying job and fortune behind. While living and working in the pay, I understand the nature of the sordid and dirty people always seem that rich and flashy. The idiosyncrasies and despise my family badly. I never got the idea when the school they ask for help. I had to pack and leave the right to know about salaries so low that they would pay me. This is a serious insult to the capabilities and my personality. But I tried to endure, to Tet I can stay always a beautiful face. Uncle wife aunt was also scared me a reputation for mistreating me made me quit. Had whistled through his teeth told me that if I quit, not to do any more after the New Year will vu notoriously seductive I mean aunt husband should be fired! And if still working normally loud. It was miserable, scandalous and brazen. I stress to choking. Stood inert as standing dead. I can not believe what a beautiful person and also quite successful there. The so people from small mom always up in my eyes as an example to strive to follow the voice and infamous words such shameless. They are so familiar. Regarded honor and dignity by others insects plants. All employees quit their jobs because they were too scornful immediately stigmatize them all sorts of things with all business partners, acquaintances and always tell them that the employee was dismissed. Long, partners or someone they know only laugh flies and turned away to laugh because the game moves too dirty their familiar.
I was too immature, helpless and work more like a dog to your family. In addition to the accounting work of the company which co-deputy director uncle, also a physician for other directors. I have to cook, clean the house and to be treated as a luxury box and free sin. Life in which every buffeted me, every day a little. Personal romance is not smooth. I am not strong enough to fight. I've forgotten all of a crazy work there. Initially there be with me also have a sister I reject them as workers near the uncle, the family settled in Thanh Hoa. But then she also spoke about the country to visit family and then quietly left behind always and married soon after. Not a message sent, forever after she wrote to leave a letter for me. I still hate her for that. That is why I am used to being alone in the house of her uncle should learn not to react too strongly and not my aunt I being arrested sections. And I heard a solicitation of them like a machine. There I behaved like a child with disabilities. I'm still trying to endure, silently learn to overcome their control. I still try to be kind to them, because ultimately it is part of my family. And they are trying to treat me like their child. Though I know it's just hypocrisy only. Anyhow, it also seems to me to be treated better than the other grandchildren of both their intestines their home.
Explosion. Know I always try to find an opportunity to leave. They had to empty out my responsibilities about hiring a fleet of state-owned companies transporting building materials to the company. But to pay for the car that drove team pittance wages, withheld information return with the other state-owned companies. To the driver that enjoys full wages. But taking whispered. A whole fleet of vehicles, running a few flights that fuel consumption levels soared, driving and partners are concealed. They invite pressing economic police in the investigation. They wanted vu for me all, but actually force a smile. I do not benefit even one small coin from that. Bookkeeping, the lung extract. Further events that began when the company do not do. I finally told the whole what I said to the police, and then they want to investigate what the investigation, I am completely innocent. I see them not only inhuman but also dishonest with me with me. So I determined to find ways to quit. Pleading for exams, every day in the halls I bring a little more jewelry books in hostels. Since I was in the dorm rooms in the school and the weekends to look home for pay. To pay for housing Hanoi. Sometimes I was there more. I also notice the director's uncle would leave without telling pay a question. Because I know how the couple also prevented him. Back juicy seduction and I succumbed to such a stupid lamb. Note the director, since from you shall rest. Uncle three months to find a replacement. I ke exactly three months from that date, it quit, not a home anymore after my uncle finished for bread. When that book and my personal belongings there was no longer a thing. I've escaped them. When I graduate exam preparation, they constantly make me home phone. The reason is that I have completed. And they now also established his own company, do not pay with three others. But I firmly reject. I was struggling, how difficult it was doing there, and now has escaped. I am not so foolish as to fall into again. I want to claim that it was for a job and live on his own feet. I was going to find work for themselves. Since when do there, they always try to cram into my head that I was the man incompetent, useless. Without them, I could not eat for floating rice. In summary, work in this company, I took more than is.
In the second company I do, that's when I graduated. Obtaining the certificate: graduated temporary and awaits the day to a degree. England manager would have enhanced my ability. But unfortunately the company has enough manpower, I worked in the position of materials accounting. I was very effort for his work. Director wants me to stick with the company long term. But in the beginning I had a lot of ambition and intended. I can not bury my life where this poor country. I can not live the rest of his life as a hired man. So the other day I would leave there, the next day I was at this company.
Reviews of asceticism and cultivated at school that I was quite right. But I'm less sister accountant to what age, to work in the company after a few years she's coming. Qualifications are no better at her. Work is also nothing is more formidable. Yet my salary just to have more than double her salary so she's very urgent. Regular hoax and tripped me. Made me quite tired and always try your best.
Working in Hanoi, from my house to 30km, so I still have a week at home in Hanoi ké Aunt days. Back in the old feeling back, very unpleasant and stressful. The way to treat each other in everyday life of families is the lack of cultural real aunt. Came home from work, I only know eating, personal hygiene and to get into the private room chit chat with friends online, read the article to enhance leadership capacity, ingratiating ratings, and succeed in the job. I also read a lot of books enlist specialized accounting. I was not in the room watching television at home aunt, so I did not know about the news of the day nothing.
When temporary work smoothly. I hurried back to school night classes chief accountant. It does take a lot of time, effort and money of me.
I was informed of the blind. Blindness information on the Friends of the student quarter. Can I temporarily forget them because of pressure of work, learning and life is too big. But also because once the car hurrying to evening classes chief accountant. Lest late hour I go fast, right angle bends in the steering seat near Uncle Ho, a convertible car designs army rushed towards me with a very high speed. I tried to avoid being rammed face. The result is a car I collapsed, my head straight down the ground beating perpendicular asphalt. All pedestrians say: Leave a corpse road again! Then they rejoiced to see me still unmoved. I found out the body, the first contact with my way pangolin. And I seem to vaguely, puzzled puzzled many day later while working at the company, according to the comments of the people in his office.
I have forgotten him, forgetting the most important part in my head. Forget about a lot of things about him. Phone does not stop me being broken screen. Lost all your contacts my very important. Go fix the brand always shook his head because no substitutions. It is true that when I was separated from the wonderful world that I have experienced.
At that time my family through innumerable events. I was not around, encouragement, consolation and help him. Sometimes I had hurt him deeply because the information blind and my little understood. I was too busy with their own things without much attention to him. And he was far from me ....
Now I miss you deeply, I went looking for him. And I know a part of the pain that he was experiencing at that time. I love him immensely. And I regret immensely.
Now I wish I were a wind, blowing his cool when you heat the spa. I wish I was a branch of flowers, make your life more flavor. In conclusion I want to be a good friend to go next in his life, helping him all you can. ...
And I also feel deeply value of information, every day I glance once news site. With old friends, I also try to care about them more. Information also find us closer, understanding us more mounts. And with the new information, if you know how hot it will use to create extremely good value. The era we live in the era of technology and information. Who is really in the hands of technology and latest information. It was the strongest.
Author: Pham Thi Hoi
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